Alive (Need To Demo - from Neidermeyers Mind Demo Tape)

I cannot ever find a way
to throw these darkened thoughts away
Need no place to hide
It's thrown in my face everyday,
'cause it's is the price I have to pay
for what's inside my mind

I am alive

You gives'em to me everyday
That's okay, that's how I like to play
They're not first in line
What's in my head I didn't say (save)
It's something that I can't run away
What's inside my mind

I am alive

I am alive
I will never run away
Places inside
My heart screams inside with pride
Once I cry
Now I wipe away the tears
Once I die
Now I'm alive

Alive!

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Blind (Demo - from Neidermeyers Mind Demo Tape)

There's a place inside my mind
A place I like to hide

You don't know the chances
What if I should die

A place I find
A different state of mind

You don't know the chances
I'm so blind

Another means I'll find
To escape the pain inside

You don't know the chances
What if I should die

A voice inside my brain
Another kind of pain

You don't know the chances
I'm so blind

Blind...

Deeper and deeper and deeper
As I dream to
Live a life that seems to be
A lost reality
That I can never find
A way to reach my inner
Self esteem is low
How deep can I go
In the ground that I lay
If I don't find a way to
See thru the grey that
Clouds my mind this time
I look to see what's between the lines

I can see...

I can see, I can see, I am going blind

I'm blind

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Daddy (Demo - from Neidermeyers Mind Demo Tape)

Little child
Looking so pretty
Come out and play (and play, and play)
I'll be your daddy

Innocent child
Looking so sweet
I rape your mind
And on your flesh I'll eat

I'll rape your mind
Follow me
I'll take my time
Follow me

Little child
Looking so pretty
Come out and play (play, play)
I'll be your daddy

I'll rape your mind
Follow me
I'll take my time
Follow me

Everything's all right

Mommy why did daddy
Touch me there?
Mommy why did daddy
Touch me there?
Mommy why did daddy
Touch me there? (ahaahaahha)
Mommy you want to know what?
I don't even fucking care

I didn't touch you there
Mommy said she didn't care
I didn't touch you there
Mommy said she didn't care

Innocent child
Looking so sweet
I rape your mind
And on your flesh I'll eat

I'll rape your mind
Follow me
I'll take my time
Follow me

I'll rape your mind
Follow me
I'll take my time

Mommy, Mommy, Mommy, Mommy, Mommy
ahhahhha

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Predictable (Demo - from Neidermeyers Mind Demo Tape)

I can in every way
Mistake the pain I feel inside
It comes to me
Evil thoughts just creepin through mind
Who are you to say
That I can't speak what is on my mind
It runs away
It's so predictable

I can in every way
Feel the stress that tangles us inside
Too blind to see
Emptiness and sorrow of their lives
They run away
To the cover of their pointless ties
You ask me
It's so predictable

Why...

I'm gonna try
But, I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try

Another day
Silence overwhelms my mind
But who is to say
If I have the time or why
Should I pray
For all the hate to go away
Another day
I can never break free

You wait for me
I call out to you
Another day
I'll live forever

Why...

I'm gonna try
But, I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try

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Layla

What's wrong?
Pain has gone away
Can't she stay away?
Every single time she's
fucking with my mind
Built up all this rage
I'm trapped inside some cage
While she sits and smiles

Laaaaaaaylaaaaaa
Laaaaaaaylaaaaaa

What's wrong?
Pain has gone away
Can't she stay away?
Every single time she's
fucking with my mind
Built up all this rage
I'm trapped inside some cage
While she sits and smiles

Laaaaaaaylaaaaaa
Laaaaaaaylaaaaaa

The pain and rage and fear I feel
Pain and rage and fear I feel (x5)
Pain and rage

What's wrong?
Pain has gone away
Can't she stay away?
Every single time she's
fucking with my mind
Built up all this rage
I'm trapped inside some cage
While she sits and smiles

Laaaaaaaylaaaaaa
Laaaaaaaylaaaaaa

Inside I'm afraid,
Afraid of who I am
Tell me this is clear
I'm a normal man
I am fine
To find a way
I am afraid to be
Who I am

Punk!

Laaaaaaaylaaaaaa
Laaaaaaaylaaaaaa

That's...why...I...crying...this...lie...I try

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Lodi Dodi (Sung during Ball Tongue live, Originally by Slick Rick)

Lodi Dodi, we likes to party
We don't cause trouble
We don't bother nobody
We're just some kids who on the mic
And when we rock up on the mic, we rock the mic
right.

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You Mean I'm Not? (Originally recorded by Black Sheep from the album "Wolf in Sheeps Clothing")

Woke up, didn't choke up
Saw my AK, it was broke up
Put it together like a jigsaw
Got my nine and my rambo knife off the floor
Went to the bathroom and beat the rush
"Yo who the fuck used my toothbrush?"
Went to my sister's room, "Yo, bitch wake up"
"You stupid ass, dirty ass, nasty ass slut"
Shot her in the leg, shot her in the thigh
Kicked her in the pussy, and punched her in the eye
Slapped her in the head, stepped on her cord
Don't fuck around bitch word is bond
Went downstairs to eat with my folks
"Ma... you broke the fuckin' egg yolk"
Punched her in the chest, got on her cheek
Then I made her scream like the bitch was a thief
Knee to the pussy, kick to the skull
AK yo I shot the bitch in the temple
Pops' got mad cuz Mom got licked
I didn't give a fuck so I shot 'em in the dick
Hungry ass fuck, said my grace
Pop kept screamin' so I shot him in the face
Ate my food found my coat
Mail man came so I cut his mutha-fuckin' throat
Waiting for the mutha-fuckin' school bus...
I had a dream that I was hard.....

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It Takes Two (sung during ball tongue w/lodi dodi live)

I wanna rock right now,
I'm Rob Base and I came to get down
I'm not internationally known,
But I'm known to rock the microphone
Because I get stupid, I mean outrageous,
Stay away from me, if you're contagious,
Cos' I'm a winner, no I'm not a loser
To be an M.C. is what I choose-a.

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Xmas Song (from 12 inch Xmas Song Vinyl)

Twas the night before Christmas
when all through the house
Everybody was stoned
even the mouse

Man from the courthouse
and me from jail
I just settled down
to get a piece of her tail

When all of a sudden
I heard such a clatter
I tripped on my dick
and busted my bladder!!

I went downstairs
and what did I see?!
A fat little red faget
hangin from a tree

He stuffed the stockings
with reefers and beer
And a big fat hairy dick
for the family queer
That's the end of my story
Funny wasn't it, ya see?

She didn't even...

She didn't see my thing behind ya
leave ya for this private eye
I was there to give'em near to my
zima zima mommy fah
I'm gonna say this
hope it don't offend ya
came to the grizma
give'em a taste of me
give'em a little excitement to the damn monkey
your monkey can stay with me
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ahhhh ahhhhhhhh

Chevy took my brain
same old motherfucker sucked my dick that day
he will never zima zima
never never not that day
i'm really sick of all this excitement
yeah, but he thinks he's better than me
uma zooma nooga dunga
you can suck my dick all day
one, two, three, four
Santa can suck my dick all day!!

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I can remember when we first met, we really had some times
When the success started to kick in, life turned into a mess

Why can't we still be friends?
Why judge me for what I am?
Can't we go back again?
I'm still the same man

You figured out really who I am, don't bet your life on that
Why can't you see me for what I am? We're human, don't forget that... that

Why can't we still be friends?
Why judge me for what I am?
Can't we go back again?
I'm still the same man

Still around.
Don't follow me around.
Playin' me like a clown.
Facing life's not real..not real

Life's not real, not real (x2)

Why can't we still be friends?
Why judge me for what I am?
Can't we go back again?
I'm still the same man

Same man! (x4)

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Sean Olsen (from the Crow Sound Track)

What's your lie?

Fuck you!

Warm lips, a big smile
Has made your mind runs wild
This game you play I like the way

You expect to grab a child (grab a child)
You think I'm innocent, not wild
Take me and look see how much I'm tame

Everybody listen while I think of all I know,
How to live for sure, body wall into my precious soul.
I'll show you fears, pleasure pain is my control.
Let your body lay in there, warm flesh to your fear.

Warm lips, a big smile.
Hatred rips through your insides.
This game you play, intimidation each day.

You think it's all a lie (all a lie)
They want to destroy your life.
Anger twisted your life into pain

I wish I could take control
I wish I could let go
I wish I could break this mold
Inside I'm so fucking cold

I'm comin, I'm comin, I'm comin on you x4

Warm lips, a fake smile.
Eyes meet, your mind runs wild.
This game we play I like in a way.

You expect to grab a child (grab a child)
You think I'm innocent not wild.
Take me, let's see how much I'm tamed.

Everybody listen while I become all I know.
How to live for sure, body wall into my precious soul.
I'll show you fears, pleasure pain is my control.
Let your body lay in there, warm flesh to your fear.

I wish I could lose control.
I wish I could let go.
I wish I could break this mould
Inside I'm so fucking cold.

Weapons inside so the truth unfolds.

I am done.
That was so fun.
This one's real.
How'd it feel?

What's comin', what's comin', what's comin' on you?! x4
I'm comin', I'm comin', I'm comin' on you!!! x 4

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Kick The P.A. (from Spawn Sound Track)

You simply defy
I cannot even look to the sky
We try it single filed
Take on me, and it's my denial
I cannot ever find
something safe, not done on the fly.
I cannot live this way
Floor and me will kick the P.A.

You wanna play with me
I'm really gonna rock your world
You want to comfort me
I'm gonna rock your world

You say everything is fine
I cannot compete with the skies
My sing has crossed the line
Come in me, I fly through the sky
I can not ever find
You and me will make all the lines
Oh, if they could see the plague,
no one would want to be me.

You wanna play with me
I'm really gonna rock your world
You wanna comfort me
I'm gonna rock your world
 
So I fly, take me
I cannot fly, most people hate me
To fly from this pain
So I fly, take me
I cannot fly, most people hate me
To fly from this pain
So I fly, take me
(please take away, please take away my p.a.)

I cannot fly, most people hate me
To fly from this pain, this pain
P.A !!
Please Take Away, Please Take Away My P.A. !!!!!!!!! x8

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Proud (from I Know What You Did Last Summer Sound Track)

Must you keep looking at me
before you looked the other way.
Must you keep glaring at me
I know you look inside, and see what you made.

You took no pride in me
but now I'm your everything
it's finding out ya own me
not all of your gloating.

Must you keep looking at me.
Now you see what I am.
Trust, I knew what it was.
I don't forget things, thinking I'm nothing.

You took no pride in me
but now I'm your everything
it's finding out ya own me
not all of your gloating.

Pride of me! No pride! Why! WHY! WHY! WHY! WHY! WHY! WHY! WHY!!!!!!!

Must you keep looking at me
Before you looked the other way
Trust, I knew what it was
I don't forget things, look what you've made.

You took no pride in me
but now I'm your everything
it's finding out ya own me
not all of this fear......

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The Camel Song (from End Of Days Sound Track)

You can see I fly,
Disguised evil, trapped in every eye
You can watch me play
Taste yer juices from me all day
You can see I try this all for you
You can see I despise all of you
You can see I trying something new
You can see me Fly

Sometimes, Somewhere,
Deceit leads you nowhere
You try, So hard
To be the shifting sky

So Come on with me
Take you on a slow ride, set you free
Someone can't you see
Go alone this way, free you'll never be
So you see I try this all for you
So you see I despise all of you
So you see I trying something new
So you see me Fly

Sometimes, Somewhere,
Deceit leads you nowhere
You try, So hard
To be the shifting sky

Just take me away
Take me away (x8)
Take me...

Sometimes, Somewhere,
Deceit leads you nowhere
You try, So hard
To be the shifting sky

Take me away (x5)

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Love on the Rocks (Neil Diamond Cover, from Wonderland OST)

Love on the rocks
Ain't no surprise
Just pour me a drink bitch
And I'll tell you some lies
And nothing to lose
So you just sing the blues,
all the time.

Gave you my hearts
Gave you my soul
You let me alone here
With nothing to hold
Yesterday gone, and now all I want
Is a smile

At first they say they want you
they really need you,
Suddenly you find you're out there,
walking in a storm
And when they know they have you
Then they really have you
Nothing you can do or say
You got to leave, just get away
We all know the song,

You need what you need
You can say what you want
Not much you can do
When the feeling is gone
may be blue skies above
But it's cold
When your love's on the rocks

At first they say they want you
they really need you,
Suddenly you find you're out there,
walking in a storm
And when they know they have you
Then they really have you
Nothing you can do or say
You got to leave, just get away
We all know the song,

Love on the rocks
Ain't no big surprise
Just pour me a drink bitch
And I'll cover you eyes
Yesterday gone, and now all I want,
is a smile

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